Lily's 9th Birthday Celebration!
7 years ago
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Firsts.
I've been thinking a lot about Kylie..nothing new I know..but lately i've been thinking about firsts...how she never had an official first bath..she never had her first word..which I know would have been "mommy"..she never took her first stepss...she will never have a first day of school.. and I just don't understand why.. Why was our future together ripped apart.. Why cannot I not see her everyday..Why was her life cut short.. I just still feel like its not fair... at all.. I just wish I could I be with her.. I miss that little girl sooo much.. I feel like we had all these plans and I could see our little family in the future raising our beautiful daughter...and now thats all gone.
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I know it's nearly impossible to imagine that there is a reason for all of this, because it seems so completely wrong and unfair, but Jeremiah 29:11 tells us that that Lord has good plans for you to give you a future and hope. Kylie is a part of these plans. There is no earthly answer for why she had to leave so soon, but you do have hope for a happy future. I know it seems impossible now, and I know things probably don't seem to be getting easier because you think of new things everyday that hurt your heart. But one day you will be happy and at peace. I pray everyday for you, for God to maybe bring you that happiness and peace a little faster. Just keep your heart open to those who want to be there for you and help you through this. God sends people into your life for a reason. I can think of many things Kylie did for you in her life - she showed you that you could love more than you ever thought you could, for one. She was a precious gift from God. You'll see her again one day. She wants you to be happy. I know one day you will be.
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